shopping

So funny...I went and got the layby for Ms bday...I had put it on layby 2 weeks ago and while I was there I found a few things for C for Xmas and one of the things was this Toy Story Buzz thing that talks and stuff if you shake it...wellllllllllll It was all wrapped up and then when I started moving off woth the trolly the fucking thing spoke and C was beside himself...oh shit...I'll never pick up laybys again with children !!!!!!! hahahahaha so funny...he 'll for get about it by xmas...my xmas stash is looking so healthy to date... last year I didnt really get anything throughout the year... Im prepared this year thats for sure.

I heard back from one kids mum this morning.so thats good...lucky I was home though..I did put on the invites to call AFTER HOURS???????? Dont people read stuff?????? Hmmm NOT.

not much else at the moment.

Diet can get stuffed...not worried atm. It will come off eventually:)

My Acai optimum just arrived...finally.. I actually had an argument with one of the operaters this morning as I had got them... only one lot, still waiting on the Colen clense one...dunno bout that one either?

I organised my linen cupbourd today...now my room, the family room and kids rooms to go...phew............

48hous??? really????

Had a great night....we went out for dinner and then to dance, dance dance...it was awesome.. I was told by a younger guy I was gorgeous with awesome hair...hehe...nice for the ego:)

I went to the chemist to see about the 48hour detox, its looks ok, not much onfo...Im just a bit nervous about what its gunna do to me..... I probably havent mentioned this befor but Im paranoid about getting sick with vomitting and diareha..(dont know how to spell it)..to the point I get panic attacks if I think Im sick when I wake up in the morning...long story but I could never get sick as a mother or wife..my fuckhead husband wouldnt let me..longer story, but Im soooooooooooooooo scared to get sick its nearly a phobia...silly I know... but i get quite funny and think all these awful things are happening to me and I almost faint..but its all in my head....Fucked up I KNOW......
.......So back to this detox, Im just to scared to do it, incase I get sick or the runs!!..hmmm I'll think about it some more.

Another thing....after looking at everyone out last night... I am not gunna be to obsessed about the way I look any longer. Im sick of it and there are all shapes and sizes in this world and mines average...yep, Ide like to be thin and toned, but seriously...life is short.

anyway......I am going to pick up M bday pressies tomorow...I have got her HEAPS!!!! lol...too much but I dont mind....your only 7 once:)

My eldest son is moving out apparently... Im very upset about this, we dont get along, but hes just to young to really know what hes doing....hes been talking to mum and dad...hasnt rung me or seen me since last Sat.... I must be such a horrible mother figure to him, to actually hate me that much.......:(

weigh in

Oh shit..didnt go so well..lol 72-6...DOH!!!!lol ah well next week:)

Been a bit quiet at work..I did an unreal french roll/barrel curl upstyle today...left me camera at work, but I'll try and remember it tomorow..assessment I hope.

I did my 2nd concave bob, first on unassisted yesterday..fucking scary and I think she wanted it a tad shorter but Im not scissor happy yet...I'll get there ;)

Me toe is all but better, a little sore..not broken, did i say that already? went to the Dr..all good..just ugly.

I was working with another girl today and she went on the 48hour detox..Im gunna do that to..get it on the weekend...

Not much else... going out tomorow night..very exciting, well sorta. I have nuthing to wear cause Im to fat and I havent been out for ages..........should be good. I intend to drink..not much. but just enough to relax and be able to chat to people...Im a little shy around new people...( I know, who would have thought) only in a 'going out' situation..as I can chat away at work to new people everyday????? weird..I guess Ive always been nervous like that...oh well...Im sure alcohol will help:)

Havent seen or heard from my son since last Sat...little shithead, he has spoken to my dad and he said he sounded a bit down..is it any wonder??

fucking hell...sooooooo stupid what he is doing............ he was caught in the city riding trains with no tickets...lovely....I went terribly wrong somewhere.

this will be interesting

I ordered and am waiting for Acai Optimim and colan something or other....meant to be some breakthrough weight loss and feel good potion...we'll see, I tried to do as much research as possible, but they only really tell you what they want you to know.. apparently you can lose shit load of weight cause your coloan gets all clogged up and eww yuk...just sounds gross. I'll document it and see how I go?? I'll try anything once...specially as this weight is just ugly and depressing at the moment....*sigh* meanwhile I KNOW i need to get off me ass and it will help.

Moving on

I went to Tafe today all day...cool, like going there, although my mind is scrambled from all the concentrating...finished the colour book today...and did more french rolls...dont know how I managed to get my other one to assessment standard as I couldnt get it there today...grrr

Quiche is in the oven as we speak..I LOVE quiche..its one of my faves..well I have many, but love quiche!

C has a terrible sore tummy as he has been coughing for days...poor lil fella...hate when they are unwell....

Did I tell you I nearly broke my big toe??/ well I did, on Friday arvo, I dropped the sign from the shop on it, clean slipped outta me hands...ouch alright, havent been able to walk and its black, was swollen but thats gone down now....Im gunna lose my toenail..which is a real shit as I hate that look and I always have painted toes...good thing it is winter so I can wear closed in shoes.....DAMMIT!!!! I took a photo but my feet are ugly..well ALL feet are ugly..I hate feet..when I was working as a nail Tech I never did pedicures!!lol fucking YUK!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea...Na

Id love to have a little botox...but hmmmmmmmmmm.....really??? look at our poor lil Kylie...

Bloody Mondays....

Im hopeless on Mondays...foodwise I mean...actually Im hopeless unless Im in a controlled environment like at work!!

C and I went shopping this morning, I got new clothes..yippeeeeee, and I got slippers for P, couldnt find slippers for me or C...he didnt like the little uggies I wanted for him..never mind...M still has slippies that fir so she's taken care of.

Then I did the groceries..hmm not good when your hungry, so C and came home and had party pies and marty sauce. yummo, cept for the 'meat' I scraped all of it out by the last 2...yukky, I ate 4...

I have a scrummy lamb roast in the slow cooker now..cant wait...nice big lot of vegies with that to...yummmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

later

Im off to book M oarty at Maccas, did you know you have to do it all online now??? hmmm, dont like that Idea..anyway....later

weigh in

Well after the week of trying to behave I lost 900grams, thats fine Im going for slowly, slowly does it I think,if I can get to 68kilos that will be great...Im not bothered by how long it takes either...no rush, just as long as it comes off huh?

Nice day today, lots ofwashing to catch up on as it was raining for the last few days, housework to do as usual, but I have two days off so thats awesome..

I did my first 1/2 head of foils yesterday, cut and blowdry...all good, it took me around 40-45mins to do the foils but thats ok, I did 2 colours alternating to...nice way to start off foiling I guess, something a bit challenging..all good..the more I do the faster I'll be and the better at it I'll be...Im feeling a little more confident now with the way I speak and its probably just faking it till I make but, but its a good way to build up I guess.

later