day 6

I was so tempted to get on those scales this morning.. but I didnt, Im having a morning off from the tready, maybe a day...dont want to burn out to fast, I'll see how I go this arvo..I'll probably feel guilty so I'll get on there anyway...we'll see??

food today
2 toast with baked beans..need a bit more fibre I think, my body isnt co-operating with my new plan yet!
coffee
banana
quiches from last night
10 rice crackers
tea
lamb chop and potato, lettuce, beetroot and cheese
milo and 2 bickie
apple


last day of the working week today.... Im on hols soon 2 weeks and i cant wait!

I wish weightloss was faster with the results, I know its only been 6 days, but its just awful seeing myself in the mirror, but instead of whinging how fat I am and look I turn it into a positve by saying, that im now doing something now, not just wishing I would do something.

In a months time Im sure I'll start seeing some results:)

*edit* yep I went on the tready...mum rang so I took the op to get on and did 35mins...only doing 2-3k ph..but its better than nuthing!!!!!

its 9.30pm, not tired..need to find some more good blogs to read..I only read one...the fab
Chris...whom one day when i go to NZ I can catch up with!!

I did 3 ladies layered haircuts today and I didnt wreck any of them!! lol I had to cut a 10yo's hair, from the butt to just where a bra strap would be..I was freaking a bit but thought it would be ok as it will fall all messy and have body etc..then the mum asked if I could fucking straighten it!!!! WHEN I FINISHED... Arrgghhhh que major freak out..you see, you either cut it straight if you straighten it everyday, or cut it in natural fall. obviously straightening is better cause its perfect hair..hard to explain if you are not a hairdresser...(and I dont mean that condescending either)..anyway, I scarily got my GHD and thought..OMG its gunna show ALL the mistakes...and u know what?? It was actually good..I couldnt believe it!! All I had to do was texturize it through the bottom. awesome:)

anyway..raving for the sake of it...bored and alone on a sat night!!lol.. Ive had a milo. but I feel like a cup of tea:)

Nite

day four...

15minute walk this morning which Im glad I did as I worked alllllll day til 9pm, and Im just not gunna get anymore done....no drama...in the morning again.. I cant believe Ive done 4 days in a fucking row!!!! AWESOME OR WHAT!!!!

Food today
egg on toast and coffee
banana
diet yogurt
tea
chicken and vegie leftovers
apple
10 rice crackers
tea 2 bickies
milo

No dinner as I worked late and I had 2 bickies with a cuppa at work in my break.

Didnt drink as much water today..bit busy at work


ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and I still havent weighed myself, might have to have a little look in the morning??


On another downer note, my son moved out last week as I have said before..well he is in a youth hostel type deal and has a curfew and seems to be looked after I guess...so what has he gone and done ONE day after he moved in officially?????.....

.....been caught FIGHTING in the city AGAIN...so he has ANOTHER court appearence to go to....fan FUCKIN tastic...I give up... Ive had enough..he's on his own Im afraid..I done all I can for him at the moment.

day 3

Im all organised for today food wise

Food
2 eggs, 2 mushrooms, 1 slice of cheese
coffee
banana
10 rice crackers
carrot and cucumber sticks
apple
chow mein and multigrain roll
chicken and veges.

Ive done 15mins on me tready already and another 15tonight

Im doing good people:)

later...

So end of the day, Ive done another 15mins on my dreadmill...can u believe it???? Shit I cant, well I can cause Im on a mission now.

I have not weighed myself in the mornings since Monday...this is a big deal, as I usually hop on every morning and every night this is BIG!!! I dont want to weigh til next Monday..we'll see huh..

Ive still got a long way to go as I sit here and all my belly is contorted and rolling over my pants, but you know what? thats ok, Ive made a start and its one day at a time:)

day 2

going great!

I only did 10mins so far on my tready as I slept in....ahh day off its ok, so I have another 20mins to go tonight. all good.

I went to the shops with my mum, bought some more clothes for the the kids, some jeans for me...still a size 14 but thats ok, my attitude has change and Im gunna get back to normal.

mum had a coffee and I had a skim hot choc...yummmmmoooooooooo, only thing it was made with real melted chocolate..i didnt know that when I ordered it though...doesnt matter...we didnt have anything to eat..yaya for me!

Food so far
diet yogurt
cuppa tea
banana

skim hot choc
apple

10 rice crackers

chicken and veg soup. edit...

then tonight Ive got enough chicken stirfry left over from last night. (I had 2 pieces of toast as well, I will have to get some multi grain bread)

all good:)

*more drivel*
I did another 20mins on my tready and Im very proud of myself, I know its early days, but Im going to succeed again at something:)

Must say, its a bit hard to walk on my tready with a still sore toe..I wonder how long it will take to heal? I hope my toenail wont fall off, I think it will thoug, least its winter and it will be covered in shoes....yuk, I think I might have done a little bit of nerve damage, as when Im walking I get pins and needles sometimes running up me toe...dammit