no good news this weekend..food fucking sucked..Im not gunna bother trying anymore, Im destined to be fat I reckon...I eat shit alllll weekend and then feel the guilt..its so pathetic...I even thought of joing ww online again....it helped me once before...what the fuck is it??? I CANT GET INTO THE RIGHT MINDSET???????? FUCK>>FUCK>>>>FUCK IT..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
the end.
I piss myself off.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
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u and i must be on the same wave length at the moment hun, i try, i fail, i try again, etc etc... was even thinking about WW online again myself.. my food has sucked for almost 2 weeks now :(
ReplyDeleteYou KNOW you can do it again. I believe that because I go through the exact same thing and have also followed your journey for a long time. Keep going forward - no beating yourself up!!! x
ReplyDeleteI don't think you would 'qualify' for WW's .... as you are already in the BMI zone for your height! YOu are not FAT.. you have a wonderful figure. YOU are the only person who thinks it's not gorgeous.
ReplyDeleteErica- Im sick of myself!!!lol
ReplyDeleteMiss N- nice to see ya again:) I kick my ass on a daily basis!!!:)
Chris- always positive!! Remember I havent put a photo up for a verrrrrrryyyyy long time...you would be shocked!!!!!!!:)