weigh in

Boring.....

lost nothing

still 70.4kgs

how annoying



must be doing something wrong.

great day

Had an awesome day on the Gold Coast yesterday, soooo good to see my old friend..we had coffee and then just looked around for a while, she then had to get back to her family as hubby wanst coping that well with their 3 boys....lol



So P and I ended up at Australia Fair, had some fun and spent to much money!! love it:) I got a nice dress and a pair of shoes. Clothes for the kids too, all on sale. To Good.



We went into Foot Locker to get P herschool shoes, apparently the high tops are in at the moment... anyway, while we were waiting for the guy to bring out the other shoe, there were 4 teenagers acting funny, I was looking at one scrunching up a singlet, obviously wanting to flog it, she took a look at me and decided not to so she threw it back on the top of the rack, and thenm the other girl, just walked out with an Adidas jacket on, so I told the guy and the other gorl chased out after them,,, bloody hell the nerve!!!! Anyway, she got it back and thanked me..lol $120 jacket it was, little bitch, if that was my daughter....LOOK OUT!!!!!



So I have been extremely good with my food, appart from my meltdown yesterday, and I started last Monday so today is a week and I now weigh



70.4kilos, that is a loss of 2.1 this first week, I dont expect to have a great week again this week, but Im on my way back to the 60's again.



Really need to tone now,

Well, there you have it....I just cant eat much at all

today I weigh


71......OMFG



Much better to restrict to just fruit, vegies and nothing else.

will post an ugly fat photo soon.




EEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.


on a better note... Going to the coast today to see an old highschool friend I havent seen for 20!! years.

Cant wait... I bought a GPS yesterday!!lol its trying to plan my trip now...so far it cant find a fucking sattellite????? Oh shit, it better find one soooooon!!!!!


I put a memo in at work yesterday reminding them that I go to level 3 next week!!!! AWESOME, this means an extra 100 or so in my pay each week!!!!

Im going to be put in an all cuts only salon soon within the company to get my speed, confidance and skills up so that will be good.

Im nearly a real HAIRDRESSER!!!!!!!! lol

70.4



only 500 grams more to go before Im back in the 60.



thank god!!!


food yesterday

Coffee
Nectarine
banana
brocholi, cauli, pasta
seeded roll with banana.
coffee




Awesome.



food today
coffee
nectarine
green salad
banana

not sure for dinner yet??

weigh in

So Im weighin in a day early cause Im motivated atm......

this week

70.8


loss of 1.7...all be it from stressing, but still its motivating me to keep going, Ive just cut down heaps on my intake.

Now I really need to tone and exercise cause otherwise it just hangs and goes yuk....eeewwwww


I'll try really hard to get up early, well actually that wont be a problem, Im up at 5-5.30 everyday anyway, so I'll go out for a walk in the beautiful mornng freshness.


Cant wait.




Ooh ooh, Im doing even more ladies cuts now, our lady-in-charge-of-apprentices was out in my salon yesterday and she is please with my 'beautiful' work...wow, now if now only I could see I do good work!!!!! (yes, Im still negative!!!lol) It will come with confidance and experience.



i hope.....

I like this not eating a great deal all day... I never feel bloated, or sick, even hungry actually, today I had a banananananna, 2 coffees, then dinner was steamed Brocholi and cauli, with this mushroom Woolies Select frozen pasta stuff. I did hav a piece of bread though...naughty, bread is noooo good.......

I know its wrong and Im probably stuffing up my metabilism..( how ever the fuck yu spell that!), but with all that is going on, with work and my 15yo and among other things, I have just lost me appitite???

Wont hurt anyway Im far to heavy atm.

All Good.

weighed myself this morning and I was 71.4.

















YUK.

I rang to find out about when Im moving up to level 3 today, geez they are good...we get paid fortnightly so I now have to wait til the next pay round, which is next Wed, so 2 weeks after that...fucking bullshit, that means I will have been back to level 2 for 6 months...pathetic, makes me sick...oh well one day hey. I'll see tho in another couple of weeks. I can garentee I will have to chase it up myself.


I have been staving myself for the last 2 days, not intentionally, lots going on ect, and low and behold, I dropped 1.3kilos...all fluid I know, but I guess if you just dont eat you will lose weight eventually hey.

I ate a banana today and then some green salad and a bit of meat for dinner. Im just not hungry at the moment...weird?????


I have been doing ladies cuts in salon, I did 3 just today, I feel so good too, that I can actually do something, I still have a lot to learn, but I'll get there...just like getting skinny I guess,, one day hey???

Im actually trying with my food intake, no chocolate even and Im not doing very well??? I guess Im getting older and its harder, and Im only doing incidental exercise...but im up again today...and I practically ate NOTHING yesterday......so frustrating.



Dammit.


Weigh in tomorow and I bet I'll be back up near fucking 73....




grrrrrrr depressing.






and UGLY

Ive decided I want to be skinny and tiny. will take a while but Ive decided thats what I want, I dont want ana skinny, dont get me wrong, I just want smaller.. The girl at work now looks tiny afeer her so far 10kg loss, I want the same.

I want to see how tiny I can get..healthily of course.

Im sick of my bulk, Im sick of my fat legs and fat stomach, sick of how lazy and complacent Iv become. YUK

my right mindset is slowly returning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank the fuckin universe:)

small loss

LOL, I cant do my maths...hehe I weigh 72.5 now, I thought it was 800gm but its 700gms, all good a loss is a loss and Im happy, will be well on my way back into the 60 in no time!!

One of the girls has gone on 2.5 weeks holiday and Ive told her I will be thinner when she gets back..she has been losing weight with the Tony Ferguson diet and she is down bloody 10kilos!! she is doing so well, shrinking down each week. Si even if I aim for 2 kilos by the time she gets back...we'll see.

Not much else to report...boring hey!!

Well, Ive been making healthy choices, pretty much ww, but Im not writing the points down...I now lots of points values now so its pretty easy.

All Im really doing is having 3 healthy meals a day, 2 pieces of fruit and a kellogs muslie 100cal bar.

Not rocket science I guess, it works, but I have noticed Im getting hungry every 3 hours or so, its funny, when you eat shit, it stays there and you feel full and bloated and just bleerrrr. Yuk, not good, pretty much if its not out of the ground dont eat it.

I think you can eat everything in moderation.

weigh in tomorow, ive been weighin everyday and of course as of today Ive lost only 800grams, but that can bloody change, so I'll will have to see in the morning, Im hopefull of a little loss????

when I did it before my average was only 500grams a week...bloody slow, but it worked then and Im sure as hell it will work now!!!!!!

P.S...I move back up to level 3 in about 2 weeks...when the boss gets back from holidays...thank fuck!!!!!!!!